but I need it. I hate failing, I hate starting and never finishing, I hate. It’s upsetting to see when a thing you start is never completed and only has a slim chance of completion. If I have one weakness, it’s personal failures. I see myself as a determined, independent, stubborn individual that would never stand for personal failures, I just can’t afford it. But when I sit here helpless and ponder on how I failed not only myself but others, it just feels pathetic, feels disgusting. I can’t stand it, just have to remember next time, for the 28th time, great expectations yield greater disappointments. I’ll get over this, like I do everything else.

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